The Black Rabbit of Inlé

I am night, and I am death. I am the moon too, hovering in the night, granting light where it may spread. I am darkness, who comes to steal away the breath of the dying rabbit. In Lapine they call me Inlé, Inlé of the moon. I will guide you with my crimson eyes and ebony fur to where the truth does lay. I am the night, I am the moon. I am death, and I am true. I am Inlé, rabbit in the guise of the abyss. So when you hear me call, answer me back. Follow me home.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

So what?

I'm feeling cold, like I always do. So what?
I might catch a cold from it. So what?
I might get pneuomonia and die. So what?

Frankly I don't care.
I just need to....*sigh* I don't even know what I need, but then again, have I ever known that?

I wish... I wish I was different. It doesn't matter that my best friends are telling me not to change. I have to, because my personality is driving me to the brink of insanity. I hate myself. However I'm not desperate enough to start thinking about suicide, so no need to worry.

To quote Nine Inch Nail's song Hurt:
"If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way"

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Quotations from Ansem/possesed Riku

"It is I, Ansem, the seeker of darkness."
"This world has been connected, tied to the darkness, soon to be completely eclipsed. There is so very much to learn, you understand so little. A meaningless effort. One who knows nothing can understand nothing."
"It's really quite simple. Open yourself to the darkness. That is all. Let your heart, your being, become darkness itself."
"Now, open your heart, surrender it to the darkness! Become darkness itself!"
"I know all that there is to know."
"Open the door, lead me into everlasting darkness!"
"Your voice can no longer reach him where he is. His heart belongs again to darkness."
"To the heart seeking freedom this island is a prison, surrounded by water. And so this boy sought to escape from his prison. He sought a way to cross over into other worlds. And he opened his heart to darkness."
"All worlds begin in darkness, and all so end. The heart is no different. Darkness sprouts within it, it grows, consumes it. Such is its nature. In the end every heart returns to the darkness whence it came."
"You see, darkness is the heart's true essence."
"So, you have come this far and still you understand nothing. Every light must fade, every heart return to darkness!"
"Darkness conquers all worlds!"
"It is futile. The keyblade alone cannot seal the door to darkness."
"Fill me with the power of darkness..."
"Supreme darkness..."