Spirit wailing. Body flailing. Mind ailing. Heart failing.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Blasphemy and other acts of hedonism

Shit. As if life didn't suck enough already, today has absolutely not been my day. (As always, sadly enough)

1. The most horrible Lucia ever in school. A coughing Lucia? Blasphemy! I really like this occasion, it holds a special place in my heart. And the music students at school totally desecrate it, those heathens! I'm also very conservative with the songs, so I loathed those small alterations in the texts. It hurt my ears to hear it. Det var bättre förr...

2. After I've posted my music videos on YouTube, I see ten other videos with Chop Suey! and NGE. Fuck! And three others with FF7:AC and No Bravery. I didn't find them when searching this summer... Bastards, now everyone there will think I'm just another copycat. Even though I thought of them all by myself! Grumble grumble...

3. I have never played bowling as bad as today, I came last of all. Not that I care very much, I've kinda stopped doing that now, but it's the fact that I'm worser than ever that annoys me.

4. Instead of doing homework, I played AoE II with the boys. Augh! But that's what I do every day. SKipping homework that is, not playing AoE II. (I lost, hard)

I'm as depressed as usual, but the Christmas vacation is not very far away now. Just one more week to hold on.... Eeeeek!!!! English Interactive Oral Presentation tomorrow! I need to finish preparations today, or I'm most likely boned. This I can do, for now it's my diploma that's on the line. "The LIne Begins to Blur"... Sorry, NIN song.... Argh! Work, man! Work!

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